Thanks For Everything, Farewell and Rest In Peace

Today the sky turn dark and the clouds cover the sun.. Ones of my biggest nightmare just become reality..

I always afraid that it is about the time that everyone will go away for their own..

They just packing up, took the bus, and leave..

Gone to the place that I couldn't reach no matter hard I tried..

All I can se is just their silhouette for the last moment I saw them..

Fading away as they are far away from me..

Nothing left.. Just a point blank

Leaving me alone..

Stood by for my own..

Waiting.. Waiting.. Waiting..

.... and keep on waiting 'till my time is up..

I always hate waiting..

Waiting keep me bored..

The problem of waiting is you just don't know what to do while your waiting..

You don't know either how long does it take to wait for your turn..

Most of people suggest to waste it with doing something.. Something that can keep their mind out..

Something that they like.. Cause they all hate waiting..

Nobody likes to wait.. It's just boring like shit..

Fuck I hate waiting..

Whether you like it or not, you can't avoid it..

You have to wait for your turn..

Don't ask why.. Don't even ask when..

You just know when your time is up..

Because it is not when or how long is your turn..

But whether you are ready or not when your time is come..

That's the important thing..

So better wasting your time for something good and useful while your wait..

Cause you'll never know..

Yeah I said it, you'll never know mate..

Farewell Grandma.. I'm sorry I'm not the better person for you..

I may not be the best grandchild you ever had................

I may not believe in myself, but I believe in what I do..

Like you never doubt and always believe me when everyone else not..

Thanks for everything..

I will never forget you..

May your soul rest in peace in the almighty heaven for the rest of eternity..